I really have nothing else to say except that!
So I will leave you with a song!
"The Runaway"
if you ran to the end of the earth
i would catch you and you would be safe
if you fell down the well
i would bring you a rope and take all the pain
all the pain, all the pain
that you hide from me everyday
if youre missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
because I find myself in you
if i woke up alone i won't stop till i'll find you and you are with me
cause by now, i know you better than you know yourself
and i know what you really need
what you need, or i need
but either way this is where you should be
here with me, or ill bleed so much that you wont believe
if you're missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
because I find myself in you
you better not, you better not run
you better not, you better not run
if you're missing i will run away
i will build a path to you
if you're missing i will run away
i will find you
i will find you
i will find you
-Something Corporate 2003
Jen
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Monday, December 13, 2004
This blog is brought to you by the color blue!
Blue eyed boys need not apply!
Well...The ramblings of today have to do with blue eyed boys and how I am fatally attracted to them! It is gotten to the point that I don't even notice...I think it is time for a change...Brown...I think I need to date more brown eyed gentlemen...I seem to fall for one look at the ocean of blue eyes and I totally lose my heart...Especially when my nephew is involved! I have figured out the pattern that I have fallen into...I think that now is the best time for the pattern to be broken...I think I need a change...So, I will need the support from all those out there...I will need all blue eyed boys just to avoid me all together unless you are attached or way to young...But anyone with in my age range need to avoid me! But really it is my fault and that would be punishing the wonderful blue eyed boys out there...Not like I am prejudice against blue eyed people...I know lots...I just don't want to fall for any more guys with blue eyes...They seem to find me and I become overly smitten and it is dangerous! Hard on my heart!
Well...The ramblings of today have to do with blue eyed boys and how I am fatally attracted to them! It is gotten to the point that I don't even notice...I think it is time for a change...Brown...I think I need to date more brown eyed gentlemen...I seem to fall for one look at the ocean of blue eyes and I totally lose my heart...Especially when my nephew is involved! I have figured out the pattern that I have fallen into...I think that now is the best time for the pattern to be broken...I think I need a change...So, I will need the support from all those out there...I will need all blue eyed boys just to avoid me all together unless you are attached or way to young...But anyone with in my age range need to avoid me! But really it is my fault and that would be punishing the wonderful blue eyed boys out there...Not like I am prejudice against blue eyed people...I know lots...I just don't want to fall for any more guys with blue eyes...They seem to find me and I become overly smitten and it is dangerous! Hard on my heart!
Jen
Thursday, December 09, 2004
I have no time to write right now but....
I will leave you with some great pictures of some of those wonderful times I have had in the last little while...Both at the Messiah and Christmas Banquet!
http://community.webshots.com/user/vietnamron
The friends one...the other is my wonderful nephew and you can look at him all you want!
Jen
http://community.webshots.com/user/vietnamron
The friends one...the other is my wonderful nephew and you can look at him all you want!
Jen
Monday, December 06, 2004
Friday, December 03, 2004
I have not been swallowed by the term end monster!
Well...So I guess it has really been awhile....
I went to chapel today....*insert singing of that great standby "Going to the chapel"* funny thing is that most people that go to chapel together end up married or at least dating....Little Bridle school knowledge for yah! Anywho...It was an awesome chapel talking about our Father and how he likes to lavish us with gifts...Cause we are his children!
If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! - Matthew 7:11
I really feel like I have been blessed this school year with some wonderful and great people around me...I feel like my heavenly Father has blessed me with what he feels I needed most this year...Before I knew it myself!
This also lead me to the thought of unanswered prayers...And no matter what we pray and what we want God in heaven knows what we need! For that I am so grateful! Cause I know that some of the prayers that I have had over the last 6 months have been for things that I never really needed...And sometimes from people that really can't give it! So like Garth Brooks song "Unanswered Prayers" I truly thankful that God doesn't answer all prayers...Cause then I would not be here where I am today with the people I am.
So the Great Jen Challenge of this Christmas season... Think about the prayers that have been answered and think of thoughts that haven't...Maybe like me you will see that there are great reasons why some are answered and some are not...Take the time to Praise God for both... Cause he always knows what's best!
Jen
Unanswered Prayers
Just the other night a hometown football game
My wife and I ran into my old high school flame
And as I introduced them the past came back to me
And I couldn't help but think of the way things used to be
She was the one that I'd wanted for all times
And each night I'd spend prayin' that God would make her mine
And if he'd only grant me this wish I wished back then
I'd never ask for anything again
Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesn't answer doesn't mean he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
She wasn't quite the angel that I remembered in my dreams
And I could tell that time had changed me
Inn her eyes too it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn't much we could recall
I guess the Lord knows what he's doin' after all
And as she walked away and I looked at my wife
And then and there I thanked the good Lord
For the gifts in my life
Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he may not answer doesn't mean he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
Some of God's greatest gifts are all too often unanswered...
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
I went to chapel today....*insert singing of that great standby "Going to the chapel"* funny thing is that most people that go to chapel together end up married or at least dating....Little Bridle school knowledge for yah! Anywho...It was an awesome chapel talking about our Father and how he likes to lavish us with gifts...Cause we are his children!
If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! - Matthew 7:11
I really feel like I have been blessed this school year with some wonderful and great people around me...I feel like my heavenly Father has blessed me with what he feels I needed most this year...Before I knew it myself!
This also lead me to the thought of unanswered prayers...And no matter what we pray and what we want God in heaven knows what we need! For that I am so grateful! Cause I know that some of the prayers that I have had over the last 6 months have been for things that I never really needed...And sometimes from people that really can't give it! So like Garth Brooks song "Unanswered Prayers" I truly thankful that God doesn't answer all prayers...Cause then I would not be here where I am today with the people I am.
So the Great Jen Challenge of this Christmas season... Think about the prayers that have been answered and think of thoughts that haven't...Maybe like me you will see that there are great reasons why some are answered and some are not...Take the time to Praise God for both... Cause he always knows what's best!
Jen
Unanswered Prayers
Just the other night a hometown football game
My wife and I ran into my old high school flame
And as I introduced them the past came back to me
And I couldn't help but think of the way things used to be
She was the one that I'd wanted for all times
And each night I'd spend prayin' that God would make her mine
And if he'd only grant me this wish I wished back then
I'd never ask for anything again
Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he doesn't answer doesn't mean he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
She wasn't quite the angel that I remembered in my dreams
And I could tell that time had changed me
Inn her eyes too it seemed
We tried to talk about the old days
There wasn't much we could recall
I guess the Lord knows what he's doin' after all
And as she walked away and I looked at my wife
And then and there I thanked the good Lord
For the gifts in my life
Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs
That just because he may not answer doesn't mean he don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
Some of God's greatest gifts are all too often unanswered...
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
Monday, November 29, 2004
Happy Advent and A Merry Christmas Season!
Well...I think I have found the best way to start this wonderful Advent/Christmas season....It is called Handles Messiah! It is so amazing! My school choirs sang it last night and now I am totally in the mood for Christmas! Not only that I went with some friends and we got all dressed up in suits and dresses! It was so great and wonderful! I am not sure how I got into this wonderful group of friends this year but I am so glad I did! It was fun and I know it was the people that I went with that made it all the better! The Choir was amazing...During the Hallelujah chorus I got chills because it was so good! I wish somehow I could send it out to you and you would totally understand that there was some very spiritual singing voices...Almost angelic...hmmm...Who knows maybe there was some angles up there singing! No matter...I know that there where some great angels sitting in the audience...Some right in the same row as me! :)
So, if you want to know how great my weekend was then you need not ask anymore!
Jen
So, if you want to know how great my weekend was then you need not ask anymore!
Jen
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
To be tempted or not to be tempted...that is up to you!
Well well,
As somepeople know namely my sister...I had a wonderful and ever so exciting class...I am taking this calling, career, spirituallity course...an ever so exciting manditory class...basically understanding if what you are going into to become is really what you are called to do...So a basic waste of time for me...but I have no choice but to do it!
Anyways, I know that you are dying to know why the title of the blog and even more so...why am I talking about this ever so intresting class...well, yesterdays delightful topic was Sexuality and Ministry....I went into this thinking of the humor in which there would be...well I can say that I was ever so NOT disapointed...Jay, painted himself in to a corner very early on by saying that he could never be alone in a room with a woman cause he was not sure of what he would do....well, it was amusing for the rest of us to see him try to get out of the corner he had painted himself in! He adventually gave up trying cause he wasn't helping his situation....then Keith jumped in and cleared it all up! (to think I had be alone in the elevator with him on more then one occation! lol) The whole thing about sexuality and intimacy where ever so not inlightening...But I am glad that Jay spiced things up abit!
So that was my excitement in my ever so eventful life as a student! Not to mention that I have a saturday exam! But I am okay with it....
Jen
As somepeople know namely my sister...I had a wonderful and ever so exciting class...I am taking this calling, career, spirituallity course...an ever so exciting manditory class...basically understanding if what you are going into to become is really what you are called to do...So a basic waste of time for me...but I have no choice but to do it!
Anyways, I know that you are dying to know why the title of the blog and even more so...why am I talking about this ever so intresting class...well, yesterdays delightful topic was Sexuality and Ministry....I went into this thinking of the humor in which there would be...well I can say that I was ever so NOT disapointed...Jay, painted himself in to a corner very early on by saying that he could never be alone in a room with a woman cause he was not sure of what he would do....well, it was amusing for the rest of us to see him try to get out of the corner he had painted himself in! He adventually gave up trying cause he wasn't helping his situation....then Keith jumped in and cleared it all up! (to think I had be alone in the elevator with him on more then one occation! lol) The whole thing about sexuality and intimacy where ever so not inlightening...But I am glad that Jay spiced things up abit!
So that was my excitement in my ever so eventful life as a student! Not to mention that I have a saturday exam! But I am okay with it....
Jen
Monday, November 22, 2004
Okay...Now there's Pressure!
When I went and started this blog...I thought well what could be more fun then some days just putting my thoughts out to no one...Just out there instead of in here...Being my brain that is...Now I feel so much more pressure...People might really read it...Does it really even matter!?! Who knows!
Well what's new you might ask...Besides the overwhelming feeling of failing...The joys of the end of the semester! Oh, I did though do one of those dumb things that people do and hurt themselves...And if you don't know me well...I often do these things...Falling into a fire pit, cutting of a piece of my toe with a table...Well, this time it is way less dramatic and I didn't visit someone from the medical community because of it...I just Burt the tip of my finger...And it has only blistered...Which means it is only 2nd degree...So I have had worse...But to be unique like always...I did it while using a hot glue gun...I was making a Scarecrow for Brownies and I stuck...My finger in the hot glue...Cause some how I had a momentary loss of common sense! So , now I have a blister and it sure is sore...And hurts to type and it is really hard to protect it with a band aid...yep can't do anything easy...
So now I have 2 papers due tomorrow and am down a finger....Have I mentioned that it is my right pointer finger...When typing it is like one of the team is down and the rest have to try and cover for it and don't do so well at it! Yup...I didn't get the brains in the family!
well...This has taken me awhile and I should stop procrastinating!
Jen
Well what's new you might ask...Besides the overwhelming feeling of failing...The joys of the end of the semester! Oh, I did though do one of those dumb things that people do and hurt themselves...And if you don't know me well...I often do these things...Falling into a fire pit, cutting of a piece of my toe with a table...Well, this time it is way less dramatic and I didn't visit someone from the medical community because of it...I just Burt the tip of my finger...And it has only blistered...Which means it is only 2nd degree...So I have had worse...But to be unique like always...I did it while using a hot glue gun...I was making a Scarecrow for Brownies and I stuck...My finger in the hot glue...Cause some how I had a momentary loss of common sense! So , now I have a blister and it sure is sore...And hurts to type and it is really hard to protect it with a band aid...yep can't do anything easy...
So now I have 2 papers due tomorrow and am down a finger....Have I mentioned that it is my right pointer finger...When typing it is like one of the team is down and the rest have to try and cover for it and don't do so well at it! Yup...I didn't get the brains in the family!
well...This has taken me awhile and I should stop procrastinating!
Jen
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Well... I though Sunday school was somewhere you could go to trust others...my mistake!
Well, after the stressful week I have gone through already. I don't even want to imagine what next week will be like! Oh, the joys of higher learning!
What's new you say... Not much...Still haven't found my prince charming yet...Or have I?!? Who knows and who at this point has the time or energy to!
So all these years we have all been lied to...It was not the Red Sea that Moses parted it was the Sea of Reeds! All of our years of Sunday school have cheated us out of great and wonderful thoughts that Moses just parted a lake...Not even a sea...Or an ocean...No it was a pond..Barely enough water to worry about...The whole dramatic idea of a great and wonderful parting of the Red sea is just a hoax, a fable, a tale...Pure fiction! Doesn't it make you wonder what else is wrong...What else we as children are taught that is wrong...I thought the church was a place in which we don't have to worry about falsehoods (lies)...But no it was a puddle that he parted! I feel almost betrayed! If it was so small the question that about why they didn't go around is a good one! And if it was so small then did Moses really need to part it? What was the REAL size of the "Sea"? Doesn't it totally ruin the pharaoh pharaoh song?!?
What's new you say... Not much...Still haven't found my prince charming yet...Or have I?!? Who knows and who at this point has the time or energy to!
So all these years we have all been lied to...It was not the Red Sea that Moses parted it was the Sea of Reeds! All of our years of Sunday school have cheated us out of great and wonderful thoughts that Moses just parted a lake...Not even a sea...Or an ocean...No it was a pond..Barely enough water to worry about...The whole dramatic idea of a great and wonderful parting of the Red sea is just a hoax, a fable, a tale...Pure fiction! Doesn't it make you wonder what else is wrong...What else we as children are taught that is wrong...I thought the church was a place in which we don't have to worry about falsehoods (lies)...But no it was a puddle that he parted! I feel almost betrayed! If it was so small the question that about why they didn't go around is a good one! And if it was so small then did Moses really need to part it? What was the REAL size of the "Sea"? Doesn't it totally ruin the pharaoh pharaoh song?!?
Friday, November 05, 2004
Oh yes Bridle College you say?!?
Well for some unknown reason I have now joined the unknown life style of blogging...I am not totally sure why and I will never send this address to anyone that knows me but...I will write to the world what I see and feel fit to print... Yes unknown useless somewhat corny saying right there!
If you care...Which you must since you are reading this I am a Student in a University College. Yes the excitement of going to a Bible School is not lost on me! The excitement is sometimes overwhelming. The things that go on at school should be band and no one should ever be allowed to go ever! Or that is just a little sarcasms...Nothing exciting ever happens at school...Unless it is a new engagement cause they happen weekly....Oh and the new thing is they are starting the "ring ceremony" again... Oh the joys of Bridle college... Makes all us very single people feel all warm and fuzzy... I do take comfort in the high divorce rate in Bridle College...Oops I mean Bible Colleges.... 18% if you care to know?!?
If you care...Which you must since you are reading this I am a Student in a University College. Yes the excitement of going to a Bible School is not lost on me! The excitement is sometimes overwhelming. The things that go on at school should be band and no one should ever be allowed to go ever! Or that is just a little sarcasms...Nothing exciting ever happens at school...Unless it is a new engagement cause they happen weekly....Oh and the new thing is they are starting the "ring ceremony" again... Oh the joys of Bridle college... Makes all us very single people feel all warm and fuzzy... I do take comfort in the high divorce rate in Bridle College...Oops I mean Bible Colleges.... 18% if you care to know?!?
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