Somewhere....

Was just going back over some older song post that I have posted lately. They seem to have been posted in another life time. Life seemed much more romantic then it does now. The song "What if..." with the theme of pushing someone away. Leaving them to make it easier. Looking back at it now seems ridiculous and horrible concept. That someone would wish someone away. Though I did feel like someone wanted to wish me away... To push back after I had pushed them away. It fit that place and time. Now more then ever I want to play the song almost in reverse. Like the old adage about country songs. It hurts to go back there but it is good to feel something instead of the hole and emptiness. Just thinking about it makes me cold.