There has been tons of stuff flying and floating around in my head this past while. It all seems somewhat always there. In the middle of all this mixed up and tossed around thoughts. I am trying to find God. I am fighting to figure out what God wants from me. I know what I want. But would like to factor God into this equation as well. Maybe it just my rationalization of life and yes love that I am too good at. Maybe my sister is right. I am waiting for that fairytale romantic notion of what love is as seen in the countless movies that I do watch. Maybe as one has said,
"You don't want to be in love. You want to be in love in the movie."
It has seemed as of late that there is and has been plenty of focus on love. People I know starting out those buddy romances,people getting married, people trying to fix me up with people, And People questioning my romantic love life or lack there of.
I thought that I was sure of when you know you know...But how do you know? What makes one realize who the right one for them is?
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The pastor this weekend talked about Peter stepping out onto the water. Sometimes we are waiting for God to "give us a sign" or "speak to us from a burning bush", when He is just waiting for us to take the first step. I have no doubt that God will let you know and speak to you about who is right for you, but you may have to take a 'leap of faith' to start with. When I met Jonathan I was not really looking for any relationship(just broke up with you-know) and yet it turned out to be right. I didn't know until I took a leap of faith. God will show you. I know He will. Don't worry so much!! ;-)
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